i was just talking to Desiree in the morning that it has been quite a long time since i updated this space and now, i'm blogging again.
second week of the term and i'm on schedule with the study plan that Massey provided.
self-studying has been so far so good.

but i'm feeling so discouraged about everything lately.
just that sometimes i regretted taking up the job that RP offered because it wasn't what i initially planned for already.
and in the end, it became a shitty job with unstable income with a psychotic and lousy boss.
thoughts of getting a new job to sustain my income and pay off my school fees has been always on my mind lately.
but where could i find such a flexible job?
i feel that i'm earning so little every month.
i want a change of job with better and stable income and it has to be flexible.
and despite all this yucky stuffs going on, i still have to tell myself:
life still has to go on, so the only way is to find an alternative way out.
i know life is still worth looking forward to when i have F1, 21st and Korea waiting for me.

Korean classes and day out with Eugene tomorrow, at least something to be happy about.

dejected, i need a way out.