i realised i've been always blogging during work.
but anyway,
recently some of the people has been telling me their thoughts and suggestions about the path that i chose.
and all these thoughts have been flooding my mind everytime they tell me all these things.

am i choosing the right path for myself?
am i really making the right decision?
or should i just go find a job first then think about it?
what if i can't get a job after i get my degree?

i really have no idea how to answer all these qns.
well, i can always blame it on my lousy GPA that's why i cant get into a local university into the course i want.
but sometimes i still feel lost like i don't know what to do and everything.
my mum has been quite supportive of me asking me to do what i want despite of the financial problems we're going to face.
and i will always just tell myself:
just sign up for the course and ace it.
work hard to get into the job that you want after that then save money for a house and maybe a car.
but sometimes, you just need those tiny weeny bit of encouragement/light to tell you that don worry, you are making the right choice.
i seriously hope buddha will appear in my dreams and tell me i'm doing the right thing.

apart from all these, i'm still going down to submit my application for the program on Friday after work.
i really hope everything will go well although life sucks and stupid things may happen along the way.

btw, i caught New Moon last Saturday.

it wasn't as bad as i thought although the storybook was obviously better than the movie.
i'm still with Team Edward although Jacob looks quite hot inside the movie.

2 more days to the weekends.
some things to be happy about:
i got my new phone;
i'm getting a new ipod nano this Saturday;
and its 16 more days to Christmas;