my last wk of July started out with interviews on monday for temp admin jobs and today, i ended my 2 days promoter work at Griffith primary. and after one month of hard work, i've finally gotten my first ever tuition pay. it wasnt alot but i'm happy enough. then received a call on tues that i was selected for a 3 months admin job at republic poly. was glad that i've finally found something to do, at least a 5 day week job to keep me busy and earning money plus its at woodlands. accepted the offer straightaway but i suddenly feel lost again.

work or study has always been a question mark after i ended poly. Air force was my first choice but damn those medical requirements, i have to say good bye to my dream job. and then, SAESL posted a job ad searching for trainee technicians. was looking forward to send in my application for it but i'm starting to have second thoughts about it again. to work or to study?

i have been searching online for part time degree courses that i can do. mostly is business (yuck) and finally, i've found a part time bachelor mechanical engineering course at PSB academy but i'm not sure whether i can still handle engineering topics again. considering the previous ones were a nightmare to me except for a few. was also quite interested in their part time bachelor in science (psychology) as well, but shud i change my course of study to another one or jus remain in engineering.

aeroplanes are still my interests and i still love them. and i would love to work in an aviation industry but it jus boils down to tat irritating question that is popping up in my head for several months. work or study? am i ready to become an aircraft engine technician? or do i have to continue to pursue my studies? because i know you can survive with jus a diploma certificate.

i hate making decisions. why cant life be much more simple?

ps: i'm not emo :)