394th post.

i've relocated to Tumblr.
things are much cooler over there.
but memories will always stay.
good bye blogger.
thanks for the memories.

sometimes i have so many things to complain and rant about but i cant put it here because ppl here and there still reads my blog.
i think i need to relocate soon, so i can lock my posts and rant all i can.

i was just talking to Desiree in the morning that it has been quite a long time since i updated this space and now, i'm blogging again.
second week of the term and i'm on schedule with the study plan that Massey provided.
self-studying has been so far so good.

but i'm feeling so discouraged about everything lately.
just that sometimes i regretted taking up the job that RP offered because it wasn't what i initially planned for already.
and in the end, it became a shitty job with unstable income with a psychotic and lousy boss.
thoughts of getting a new job to sustain my income and pay off my school fees has been always on my mind lately.
but where could i find such a flexible job?
i feel that i'm earning so little every month.
i want a change of job with better and stable income and it has to be flexible.
and despite all this yucky stuffs going on, i still have to tell myself:
life still has to go on, so the only way is to find an alternative way out.
i know life is still worth looking forward to when i have F1, 21st and Korea waiting for me.

Korean classes and day out with Eugene tomorrow, at least something to be happy about.

dejected, i need a way out.

Chinese New Year has ended.
slacking days have officially ended too.
my university semester starts today,
and my course notes are all here, piling high up waiting for me to read through each of them.
its time to start studying and study hard.

its only the first day and i ate a lot.
thank god my aunties didn't bug me about my university and stuffs.

its's going to be yet another busy day tomorrow.
our annual APG visiting, dinner at auntie's place then movie with the club peeps.
i'm quite looking forward to tomorrow, at least i can enjoy myself before the holidays end.
with all the tuition and emails from RP, i think i will be a lifeless person soon.

its Chinese New Year Eve today though i'm not really in the festive mood yet.
i'm quite looking forward to steamboat for dinner later.
i always love having steamboat dinners.
collected my Super Junior Super Show 2 Live CD and free poster just now which made me super happy.
Eugene was kind enough to drive me to Bugis to exchange my jeans and then to Orchard to collect my CD.
tomorrow its the day when u start to gorge yourself with lots of food and receive red packets.
but thank god for the long holidays, everyone and me of course can take a break from all those annoying things.
i just hope i can get more red packet money this year.

Happy Chinese New Year to all, may all of you get to eat lots of food and lots of red packets this year.
:)

i cannot load my Facebook page and i have no idea why so i shall blog now.
it becomes so frustrating when you cannot access Facebook because its like the only form of entertainment nowadays.
but apart from that, i went shopping with Desiree on Tuesday after a much torturous trip to RP to configure my laptop for future work use.
i ended up not buying anything because i have this very strong "NO MONEY" feeling in my mind.
sometimes i just wish that i was enrolled into a local university so i won't be so troubled about money now.
and i can just buy the things that i like and not worry about my school fees.
(sorry people, but i still have this phobia of not earning enough to pay off my school fees because you can't help but worry everytime)
i think i'm going to have a whole lot of white hair soon because of all this.
FML
as what nowadays people are saying.
i'm a no vulgarities person but i cannot help but use this abbreviation sometimes because its just so true.
i'm just praying that i can get more credit exemptions and hopefully able to take up more tuitions so i can have no worries at all.